pray for me.
Dazedi think i'm going to take a detour.
but i'm afraid it will be one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
feelings felt a year ago.i remember waking up waiting to talk to you, it felt like forever since i had.feelings felt a year ago.
i remember running out wondering why i was in so much doubt of where you could have been.
i remember calling and calling you wondering why you wouldn't answer, wondering why your mom was looking for you.
i remember hearing the news that they finally found you and you were out cold, and not here on this earth.
but you had to be. this had to of all been a dream it doesn't feel as though it should be real it doesn't seem as though i could ever f
A familiar process.I'm calling out your name Hoping you can end this pain Because I'm sick of running Right into a dead end I'm sick of feelingA familiar process.
Like I'll never be good enough, again.
All hope is lost Is what I once thought But you came around And helped me back out.
What's going to happen,
When I end it all? Because of stupid selfish thoughts That make me start to fall Straight back down to this hell; I'm all too familiar with this.
A process I know
All too well Soon I'll be able to tell When I ruin all I know.
Going Back.Oh just drop the act And let's go back To the way it was before I decided to even Open up this fucking door For you, was it worth it? I don't really think so Because you brought me down Straight to the groundGoing Back.
Just like it's always been I've seen nothing but the begin Of all the lies you say Oh God, can you hear me pray, When will it be okay?
How can I believe you? You've brought out,
Nothing but the worse in me Making me feel More vulnerable than I already am.
Hello Sir.You sit there and sayHello Sir.
Things will be okay Trying to comfort me
And keep me sane But it's you that makes me Wish i was gone It's you that makes me
Feel like I never belonged.
You were never good enough
To be a part of my life Especially since you left Without saying a good-bye.
Now you're back in it I"m not sure if i want you to stay Because you were never really, Here from the start And you will never really, Be apart of my heart.
PerfectIs it too late to show who I am? To show that it's not just hello then a bam. Why is it no one can see through the mask, It's not like its some sort of difficult task. I've let down my sheild, and you've once seen me, I vision of who I know I can be. The worst thing to do was let my mask slip, Is causes a pain that is worse than a whip. I cried and I cried, the tears wouldn't stop, Unfortunately letting my bad-ass mask drop. You saw who I am, not liking the change, You told me that who I am made you feel strange. Why did you like the person I'm really not? You oncePerfect
Drop Me, See me FallI don't think you really care... If I dropped dead Would it really matter?Drop Me, See me Fall
All this effort I put into you Give and give, give, constantly give I cannot remember all that I loaned
So what do I get back? Nothing Especially not from you
I want someone to look at me, To tell me that they love me I want someone to guide me
Oh God, I think I've given up
Why do you always remind me? All the impurities that I hold? When all I seem to do Is hang So dearly Off of You
No I don't think that you
yeah i've had it for like almost a year maybe.
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"I want you to prove me wrong."
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welcome
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~Blind knowledge is working at useless ground
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"I embrace my desire to feel the rythm, to feel connected enought to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to bathe in the fountain, to witness the beauty, to swing on the spiral of our own divinity and still be a human.
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